Creative story writing:-
Summary: Creative story writing, is not my own technique but a technique used by
writers connected with inner child work and creativity using visualisation. I
adopted creative story writing and used it for my own good as a first step in inner
child work in 1994 and 1995 onwards. I am indebted to the inventor of this
technique. Of course we are creating our own reality all the time, creative story
writing just allows us to do this consciously and to good effect. People are
creating their world by their thoughts beliefs and actions, all I am doing is the
same thing but consciously with good results. This is not my technique. It is
borrowed from successful authors that I have read and I would like to credit them
with the process, unfortunately I don't currently have their names.
Subject titles:
A long time ago
Inner child work
Affirmations
Love and attack thoughts
Creating an inner world
Writing making it real
Sound and light machine
How long
Our divine nature
Giving
Videos
Guided meditation
Forgiveness
The ancient garden
The return to innocence
Into the light
Guilt
Creative story writing described
The protagonist
The self values
A sight to dream of not to tell
Second sight
The Moon
The word
The light
A long time ago:
Imagine, a long time ago a man found a treasure in a field so he buried it and sold
all he had and bought that field. He realized his fortune very quickly. Imagine: A
long time ago a man started to write a story. In it was himself his idea of God and
many friends. It was a kind of therapy where he received all the love he craved.
He visualised a fantasy world where his inner child flourished thrived and had all
his needs satisfied. Then he noticed parts of the story becoming true! What he
was writing about was coming true! He improved his life first spiritually then
materially until he had more than enough as more and more of it came true, and
became a channel for the divine to help him. Pretty soon he had more friends
exeriences and plenty of material things. This is the subject of this pamphlet.
Inner child work
Inner child work hit the shores of the UK in 1993, a condensed psychological
practice based around affirmations and popularised psychology, which works! The
truth is we all have every age we ever were inside us, our little one inside wants to
hear that we love it cherish it and value it. It is symbolised in our astrological chart
by the house and sign of the moon. It is our emotions. It is our heart where our
little girl / boy inside responds. Give him love and he will thrive. He needs to know
that it will be alright. He needs to know you will be an adult to him and take care of
him always. If something bad happened to him when he was small he needs to
know he is now safe and you will always be the adult for him and will always take
care of him. It is not about childishness but about being an adult to your inner
child. It may not take so long or much longer and if he has been really hurt it will
take longer, but as the mess that is bound to happen clears, the healing takes
place. Sometimes a task seems impossible just as the tipping point comes and
the task yields and although you have to keep trying, at this point you know you
have won. If there is more of a mess then the job is bigger and there will be more
rewards for the task.
Affirmations
These do work, what helps is knowing they are already true, removing blockages
to the truth so that they work. Knowledge of our divinty also helps as you are
coming from a divine place where all the positive affirmations are already true.
Focus on what you really want in life and what you can do to make it happen.
What are your priorities and goals? Keep the affirmations in the present tense " I
am ...ing" and even as if they have already happened in the past " I was ...."
Accept them as already true, in one sense they are already true. After the apple
dropping on your head once, you know you don't have to keep saying "I believe in
gravity!"
Love and attack thoughts
Nothing can ever leave its source. What is the source? There is only one source
that is spirit, and a thought cannot leave this source but connects with you at its
centre. An attack thought cannot connect with spirit, as it cannot leave it's source
so it stays with the giver. If you love someone that hates you, their attack thoughts
can have no affect on you. Attack thoughts never leave their source, and as you
are not their source they stay with the "attacker". There they can also do no harm
because they have no power as they are not even real they have no spiritual
equivalent. If this were not so the world of spirit would be divided and would have
collapsed. God cannot be 10% good, or partly good. With God it is total. Absolute.
So the world of spirit is 100% good and doesn't transmit attack thoughts. If the
one you love hates you they cannot hurt you unless you let them, your nice
thoughts just come back to you, if they have no place in him / her. If you always
look for the spiritual equivalent you won't go far wrong. What would have an equal
in spirit? If something doesn't then avoid it. It is either from our ego, or from spirit
and spirit is 100% good, and never harms us. If this were not so no living thing
could have survived. God is 100% all powerful, and 100% good!
Creating an inner world
We have 100's hours of criticism that plays back to us all day long, we are not
happy how we do things and the parents voice criticises us constantly. None of
this is any good approached with the wrong outlook. We look at ourlselves with a
non judgmental, non critical manner. The butterfly just goes about his business we
look on we don't say "Hey your tummy is a bit fat" or "Those colours don't suit
you!" We just see the butterfly and admire it, well this is how God sees us, without
any criticism or judgement. We can create a space for ourselves, have you set
aside a quiet time? Are you recording your progress in a journal? I like to use a
"Create your health" cd from Louise L Hay, which takes about 45 minutes. Just as
the sun goes down I have a quiet time, and first thing in the morning. We can write
the next chapter of our lives.
How long
A good friend of mine one day said how he would go on a diet when he had had a
girlfriend and couldn't find the wherewithall until he did. The light isn't there to be
dictated to. Even though everything the light has is ours, we are not to dictate to it
or try and manipulate it, controlling the energy. The light will not be controlled. We
used to say "after... I will change" but soon realise the only time is in this present
moment and we have to change now, not afterwards on some condition that may
or may not ever happen. When we were young we used to pray for some gift if we
are good etc, and expect it to happen, but as adults we have a different approach.
We can't make bargains with god, or the light. First seek the light and then the
rest will follow, I think the light wants us in a human way and misses us and wants
our company, but not so as to get things from him, but as friends of the light. If we
went round to our friends just to get things, we aren't genuine friends at all. How
long will it be, before we come around and realise all we have ever wanted is the
light, that we come from light, are made of light and will surely return to the light?
Our divine nature
Knowledge of our divine nature, can be so helpful, it should be central to all the
excercises. We are so much more than our bodies. Our egos. We are miraculous
divine wise beings of light. There has never been another you and there never will
be. But we are all one person one being with many people that are it's limbs. The
affirmations can go so far but by experience the best results seem to come when
knowledge of our divinty is taken into account. This is the secret the
comtemporary teachers do not want to openly discuss as it seems a bit too much.
We are divine!! We can do anything!! The reason is that people will
misunderstand the statement or it will seem crazy. But it's true and all the
important authorities on this type of excerise seem to believe in it albeit in a quiet
way. It is your link to God. It is God, and
Writing - making it real
Imagine writing a play where you are the protagonist. A play that while you are
writing it, starts to come true!! It is possible to combine all of the above mentioned
ideas with a technique I found in either one of Louise L Hay's books or a Shakti
Gawain book around 1995. To combine the essence of the above ideas, I would
write a story about a little boy. In it he felt secure loved and happy, and my inner
child would respond with health, and joy. Soon though, I found major rafts of the
story manifesting in my everyday life! It was coming true!! So within a few weeks I
was well off, with lots of friends and happy doing my various hobbies. Success
follows success! What we focus on becomes our reality!
Sound and light machine
Sound and light machines can be used to put you in a deeply relaxed state.
Esssentially glasses with LEDS that act as a stroboscope to put you under. The
mind is more suggestible in these states. It is possible to use a prerecorded mp3
or tape while at the same time going under with the light session. What you think
you will see is quite often different to what you will actually see. I remember a
journey into the subconscious, where I descended into a lower room, and saw
"god" who was a woman, I remember what she looked like, althoughh this is
personal to me. What does your God look like? Have you seen her? Him? There
is the possibility of going back to infancy and past life regression. Sometimes this
can be helpful even if not provable - therapeutically it may not have to be factually
correct to elict the feelings of release from complexes and illnesses. Some of the
lower frequencies (of the machine) are never normally attained and can increase
memory and study, not during the session but that day or the next day. The
procyon is a multicoloured sound and light machine, capable of binaural sound
and multiple light effects. With a PC it can be programmed with custom sessions,
and also has 50 or so inbuilt premade sessions. It works with binaural sound, and
an MP3 player can be used with it instead and just use the light. You are in effect
dreaming while awake and I think levels of the dream neurotransmitter DMT are
high, producing a suggestive state and the visions. Unlike DMT visions these are
more usable and tame. The visions are more reliable, I started a project called the
"Time travel journals" using nothing more than a pen and paper and a procyon. At
the top of the paper was a statement "These visions have one purpose -
Forgiveness" and then followed journeys into previous lives. The purpose was
fulfilled so even though the journeys may or may not be correct, my purpose was
fulfilled. Time travel is possible using the mindlab machine mentioned above, but
at the moment is still quite misunderstood. I have found by experiment that I could
visit my future lives! There are trends in our lives that run through past and future
lives and similar lessons to learn, joys and sorrows with a common theme.
Giving
Giving is receiving. When we give we are giving to ourselves. When we give to
someone that can't pay us back God himself pays us back many fold. The less
publicity the better, the divine consciousness knows what is happening and will
reward us generously even if we are doing it for gain. (You dont like the friend that
just wants you, so as to get things - No, the light wants you to be his friend as
well!) He wants us to prosper! What we give out we get back multiplied. If you are
hard up and want your life to improve find a good cause and give them £10
happily and let me know what happens! You need never worry about money again
once you have grasped that to give is to receive!! Sadly this is missed as it is
contradictory - well paradoxical at least. So no-one knows about giving to yourself,
by giving to someone that can't give back. You would naturally think to conserve
the little you seem to have. Mean people get rich, NO! Meanness is not the road
to riches. Generosity will take you there though and you will know you are creating
a fairer better world at the same time. You do not have to believe in it either. It
works independently of the consciousness of the giver.
Videos
You can reprogram your brain with videos, that you have made containing
subliminal messages. In the UK PAL systems can run at 25 frames a second on
DVD. (MPEG2). Then every frame can contain a printed message and this frame
rate is uninteligible to the conscious mind. It is working deep on your
subconscious, and will come true.
Guided meditation
I always used a Louise L Hay tape "Create your health", which had stretching
excercises followed by a deep letting go excercise and approaching the light that
is at the centre of our being. I practised forgiveness mainly with this tape. Also I
made my own tapes, and while I was completely relaxed my experiences were not
always how I had expected them to be. When I was very relaxed I saw "god" at
that moment she was a beautiful woman, with a characteristic face. This physical
appearance would be different depending on who you are, but the light comes to
you in the most appropriate form, for you at that time, the light is a very human
like person that is kind and compassionate, never failing you. So there were a lot
of excercises on the tapes, which I tended to use a light and sound machine with.
The excercises were forgiveness, claiming your birthrights, healing your soul,
healing your body, affirming your protection, prosperity, health, relaionships,
meeting a partner, excercising in ways that are fun, and many similar related
topics. The Louise L Hay "Create your health" tape is 20 years old and it must
surely have been improved on. But then it has all the necessary meditations on it,
there is no need to improve on it. The important thing is to carry out the work, and
there may come a point where the work is overwhelming, and the inner child is
very loud - this is very good as you are contacting it directly and soon things will
start to improve. Miracle follows miracle, as you go from strength to strength
achieving your purpose and fulfillment!
Forgiveness
I was with a very good friend that was undergoing changes: "You need to work on
forgiving them!" "Yes but not if you really hate them!" These are the very people
you need to forgive - the ones that you really hate! Without forgiveness there will
come a time when we will flounder, as the Course in miracles says "It is
impossible to truly love until we have forgiven" and as Louise L Hay says, "Would
I rather be happy and well or would I rather be right!" Most people won't have to
go back to their childhood and release their demons. Some though, those with
childhood nightmares need to forgive the past to exist in the present. It if ain't
broke dont fix it, but remember forgiveness won't cost you anything and isn't
harmful. When you start digging you may find a big nasty shadow there, good
news!! Your release will be even more dramatic and freeing for your inner child.
You know that you are divinely guided and protected at every step as you carry
out these excercises, and that in the end when you have let go your life will be
much better. It's not about losing yourself in the past its not about ego and
selfishness. Just that sometimes the shadow of the past keeps us from going out
into the midday Sun. In some cases it is even more necessary even though it
seems like a mess at first. Don't worry this is normal. Know that soon things will
be clearer and your release is in process.
Do you have a copy of ACIM (A course in miracles)? There are pieces in the text
which you might like to read. I decided to do the excercises in the workbook,
which were very simple, every day for a year. It was the single best thing I have
ever done. Letting go of the past has helped so much and finding forgiveness for
those that offended me has brought forgiveness to me. In forgiving we are
forgiven because how we are judging others is how we will judge ourselves and
having gone through all this and carried out the work has released me to be
innocent once more.
Resistance
When you start to carry out the work, you may find you are hesitating or
something doesn't feel right. If it isn't right don't do it. My advice is to go with the
resistance and investigate it. Find out what your inner child feels. Don't just deny it
outright, but find out where you can improve the journey to your happiness. Try
asking it a question and writing the answer in your non-dominant hand. The
answer is often quite different to what you were expecting. Connect. Feel what's
going on there really is no more to fear, let your little girl / boy inside feel safe.
Sometimes you just can't forgive and have to allow yourself to be angry for a
while. One day you may be able to forgive. Even if you can't, forgive yourself for
not being able to. At least you have tried and maybe things will change with time.
The ancient garden
We have never left the ancient garden, the garden of Eden, we have let our egos
make us think we have. We can return to innocence because we have never truly
lost it. Our divinity is there waiting for us. Sin or what the ego imagines is sin, is an
illusion, the only reality is God, is Spirit. If you have a thought attacking someone
it won't leave its source, to do so it would have to have a spiritual counterpart.
This would mean God is both good and evil. An attack thought has no spiritual
equivalent, and is not even real. The only person it could have an effect on is the
person harbouring it. But even then it may not as it is not even real and has no
spiritual substance. The madness is that the ego has persuaded us that we have
left the Garden of Eden and God, and what we see is a nightmare based on this,
when we go to heaven it will be as a dream dispersed wiped out and neutralised
like the dream that it is.
The return to innocence
Is the return to innocence possible then? Well no, we never truly left innocence,
we are searching for something somewhere but we already have it we are already
there!! If all the sins that were committed against you were real you could never
forgive them all. But if they were all a wrong way of thinking and not actual sins, if
they had no reality then maybe they could be overlooked. Someone very close to
me bullied me all the time as a kid. Grown up we got on fine, and there was ne
NEED for forgiveness. Bridging the gap is so important:
"I forgive you NAME, for something that never happened, by someone that never
existed, toward another person that also never existed!" "NAME "I never thought
you would really manage to do it, you have forgiven me!" It seems that to love we
have to first forgive but to forgive we have to first love. And if we see some horrific
sin it will be impossible to forgive. So we need to build a bridge by recognising
that none of what we see around us is real. Or a strong relationship that can make
the "sins" seem unreal. All there really is, is love after all. Sin has no spiritual
equivalent. A curse is an attack thought. An attack thought has no equivalent in
spirit and therefore no spiritual reality. It has no substance and the worst thing it
can do is seem to come true to the attacker, deluding him and creating more guilt,
and self blame. I was very relieved to discover this as I unwittingly had these
beliefs and the associated guilt that I had caused sufferring and even death by
attack thoughts. They truly have no substance. The argument goes something like
this: All there is is spirit, God is spirit, for attack thoughts to be real they have to be
carried by God and dealt to the victim by God. God then would be not only crazy
but divided as both good and evil. The world would collapse as God would fight
his good and his evil nature. How could God be both good and evil? So in God
there are no attack thoughts, and God is all there is. Follow me?
Into the light
There was a relative that had an NDE. At that point in time he was religious, and
the entities asked him to leave and go towards the light. He saw the light, and it
was amazing, so he said out loud you must be God!! But the light didn't want to be
called "God" just saying "If that is helpful to you then OK, call me God". The
problem with describing God is that you end up making an image of Him on Earth
and this image can be used to control people by guilt and blame. Major religions
can be helpful but if they are not just drop them! The light when spoken to about
the "saints" and "prayers" simply said to my relative "But how much love was
there in your heart?" This is how the light thinks and he said "Let me show you all
the times when you were one with me!" I would advise to only use a religion that
supports you and to avoid being controlled by guilt, and to really analyse the
situation.
Guilt:
Guilt is an unhelpful feeling that can hamper our creative journey if we let it. The
Son of God is guiltless and as Him we are guiltless as is our brother. You can
choose not to believe in the forgiveness of sin, but that the people that "sinned"
against you just had an error of thought, we believed something in error. Because
it is so hard to forgive something real, if it can be rendered into just an error in
thinking then true forgiveness triumphs. "I forgive NAME, for doing something ...."
If all we are is light and there is nothing else, then we truly don't exist, only in light.
After years of trying to forgive the past this technique is what has proved effective
for me. WE have never left the garden what we see around us is a nightmare and
is dispelled as soon as we wake up, the dreams dissolve and we are still with
God. So guilt is an untrue emotion that is mainly unhelpful. If "sin" had any reality
any spiritual equivalent it would be unforgivable, if it were real that is. In spirit
there is no "sin" as if God had sin in him his kingdom would be divided and would
not stand. The only way to convincingly forgive sin is if it is not real, in fact if it is
forgiven then it isn't real it is just an error in thinking a mistake. Realizing it is not a
real occurence and has no equivalent in spirit can help. "I forgive NAME, for doing
something that never happened, by someone that never existed, to another
person that neither existed" "Wow!" Said JC "You've done it! You've really
forgiven me! I never believed you would do it!" "Let me reward you with something
really nice!" "You dont have to JC" "But I would like to as you have really helped
me!" "OK!"
Creative story writing described
Creative story writing can be any helpful description in which your inner child
interacts with and is supported by playmates in his own little world. Money is a
concept that she / he like all little children will have grasped very early on. Little
children can be so mercenary! No-one has to read the story, writing it is more
effective than re-reading it, although I do both. Playtime! The rules - there are no
rules! Create whatever you wish to experience! I started with a simple idea of
making my inner little boy feel love, I used real people as characters and told
them about it, in real life. The love is what's important not the prosperity which will
inevitably follow. Comfort, reassurance, prosperity, you now have a channel
directly to your inner child, how will you use it? You will do better things than I
have as you realise the method in action, magically. It is not magic but Science
and manifestation of our creativity, and surely follows the work involved. We are
creating our reality all along so why not do the same thing in a more positive way?
Whatever you currently believe that which we focus on becomes true for us.
The protagonist:
The protagonist is yourself, your inner child, and as God is all there is, the
protagonist is divine. God. He gives and receives love like any child and is your
link to the divine, being inward divinity itself. Whatever you give to him you give to
yourself. Whatever you give to him you give to God. If you found out you were
creating some bad situation without knowing it and just by being aware you could
transform it into a better situation would you attempt it? We unconsciously create
all the drama in our lives. Well, now we can consciously address our lives and
create the reality we really want!
The self values:
The self values are necessary and you should be aware of their importance. Self
worth self esteem and self value. If you have a poor sense of self esteem you are
not able to help your brother who needs you. Self esteem is valuable and
necessary. Start by loving yourself. It's not about ego. It's never done to pitch
against someone else but to add to their value and your own. If one of us suffers
we all suffer, if one of us prospers we all prosper. Getting this right is vital. You
have a right to happiness and prosperity. When you gain it will help others around
you. Take time for yourself be the happy person you really are. Selfishness is
really the belief you can benefit by your brothers downfall, it is not defined by
mutual good. The benefit of the true self and not the ego is what this is all about.
The ego here is defined as the exhagerated idea of who we are. It can be
recognised as coming from our bodies our idea of separation from others whereas
we are one spirit and our bodies are just limbs of the same being - God. We
ourselves have every right to prosperity and a share of the infinite riches of this
world. We haved a right to be ourselves.
A sight to dream of not to tell
Here are some reflections on what my relative saw in his NDE.
"There was this light, in it was all the love that ever existed. On approaching it I
was filled with emotion and an extreme feeling of being cared for and infinitely
loved as if this light was worshipping me. Was this God? Well it answered, "If it
helps you to call me by that name" and when asked about Hail Marys replied "I
don't care about Hail Marys I just want to know how much love there was in your
heart!" So I described the light and how it affected me. When I looked at the light I
realised it did not really like religion. The first commandment is to not make an
image of Him and to not worship it. This image is religion. Jesus was sad because
he knew the words he used to describe this light that he saw would be
misunderstood misrepresented and distorted and used to create fear and guilt, "I
just want you to see this light in your own hearts" he said. "You are this light!" And
he knew there would be wars waged because of the misuse of his teachings and
Jesus wept. But because he wanted everyone to become aware of this light and
this love and that it lives right in here in your heart he continued with his
teachings. So he could reach everyone. All he wants to do is to love us and all he
wants is our good. When I describe the light I am also creating an image here on
Earth of the light, and it will probably be distorted and used to create guilt and
blame, and war. Guilt is a man made emotion to try to control us...."
It is one ego trying to hurt another, and is not really part of this light and his
creation. That is why people shouldn't tell of the sight they have seen and also
why they should. So all the NDE accounts may end up being used and misused
for war and one person predating on another but that's the risk with trying to
describe this being of light - the sight to dream of not to tell. And recognising it as
the quiet inner voice that speaks from within your heart.
"How do I describe him? "I am you" said the light "How would you describe
yourself?" "Beauty!" I replied, this is the one word to sum up this light "Beauty!"."
"This light is so beautiful, like ecstatic singing music flooding your body and is a
definite person that is talking directly to you by a kind of mental telepathy. Imagine
being in love and trying to describe the nice feelings to someone else. Then
multiply these nice feelings a million fold and you wouldn't even come close.
There is a feeling of such deep peace that you know it is your real home where
you really should have been all along and this world was just a temporary place to
learn some lessons. You see the beautiful girl and your heart sings, well that's
what it is like. Only in this light is every thing of beauty, ever piece of love.
Religion can't even come close to this ultimate love. If you really want to see it just
lie down close your eyes and don't move for 4 minutes apart from gentle
breathing, you will feel peace and ecstasy and sooner or later you will come up to
a wall of light. This is the light that lives inside you. Talk to it cherish it the light is
you and you are the light. This is what Jesus wanted to tell you all those years
ago but the church got us all to look outside for this light. IT IS YOU!"
Second sight
This is a little strange to explain. Ever since I started practising the Course in
Miracles I have had a gift, (well many but I would like to write about this one!), that
I am usually walking along, and I see a beautiful face as I glance at someone.
When I look again I see she is an old lady of say 80. I have just seen her as a 20
year old, but she is 75 or 80! This is I think because I get a glimpse of the person
as they are in Heaven, where God sees us as already perfect. Heaven has no
limits! It has no limits of time or space! It is right here and right now! So I am
looking a little with the eyes that love her, those of our beautiful Maker! People
report light effects while studying ACIM (A Course in Miracles) but these images I
mention, are really quite striking! Also I keep finding money! You may have
different effects, people report various changes!!
The Moon
In Astrology the inner child is described by the sign and house and aspects to the
Moon. A good astrologer can cast your chart and will know where the Moon is in
your birthchart. When looking back we can see the beliefs that were around us
when we were very young. Chances are they were taken as the absolute truth
because we were so small. What did your parents keep repeating when you were
very small? When logic has been accepted and is seen as the truth whether
correct or not it ends up being compressed and turns into a feeling, pleasant or
otherwise. Then the problem is how do we know what beliefs created these
feelings that are now not very useful for us? Well go back to when you were a
very small child and listen to all those around you and to what they were saying. It
is said that 80% of all the facts that we believe are lies, so now why not believe
things that are helpful as we are not capable of 100% truthfullness and don't know
what it is. We think we do but 80% of it is untrue. Keep a journal and in it include
all the beliefs when you were a child "Money doesn't grow on trees!" "The World
doesn't owe you a living" etc etc. You can change them in the light of experience
or with affirmations. Know that The Light loves you and wants you to benefit and
prosper. Our reaction now is a process built up over years and each feeling has
happened through years of "education" by our parents and society. In astrology
the moon symblolises happiness also. So in the end we are happy, as well as
healthy and balanced. Inner child work isn't about going back in behaviour to a
child, but in being a strong parent to our inner child, becoming an adult, to it. This
is also reinforced because the Moon also symbolises the mother, we nurture our
inner child as a mother would. They say we have a pain body where all our hurt
lives and it reacts when it feels pain once more. How can we ever be healthy
then? In the light there is no pain all our ills are illusions of our egos, feelings that
are not even real, all that is left is love, the true self which is the Light and
everything else is an illusion. Forgiveness isn't even necessary at this level, as
wrong has no spiritual equivalent, "God is and nothing else".
The word:
The word is very important. Just by controlling your words your life can improve
tenfold. Refrain from self put downs, swearing, lying and gossiping and watch
your life improve. What we focus on becomes our reality. Our words are
constantly creating our reality, consciously or unconsciously. With creative story
writing the only difference is that we are doing this consciously. They are still
words but on paper. Words can be creative written as well as spoken. Use the
power of the word. A thought never leaves its source, a nice word is part of the
light and reaches out, but just to more light it never really leaves its source. An
attack thought never leaves its source either. It stays with the attacker and has no
power to destroy. As it is an illusion, it only has power in the persons mind that
created it, and has no spiritual equivalent, it is not of the spirit and cannot destroy.
In fact it can't hurt the person that created it either as it has no basis. It can only
hurt the person saying it as long as they believe in it. They have to keep putting
energy into it for it to seem real. Of course true words only need to be said once.
Gravity doesn't have to be repeated over and over once the concept is known. But
lies need to be repeated many times to have any effect. The only truth is that God
is. God is and nothing else. Use the word effectively, I hope that by using the word
creatively and not destructively I can help you create a fairer better world. The
essence of this method Creative story writing, depends on the correct use of the
word. The words you will use can creative mental images or just stay as words
both are good enough.
The light
The light is hard to describe. Direct quote: "I saw this beautiful dark spanish girl on
TV, but talking about her doesn't really do it, you have to see her and know her, to
get anywhere near understanding what I am talking about. The light is the same, I
can try to describe it with analogies but really this light is beautiful beyond any
words. I came towards it and it was outstanding "You must be God!" "Well you
can call me that if it is helpful for you!" It is God but didn't want to be called that.
Take the most beautiful person to walk the Earth. Now multiply this feeling by one
Billion, and you still wouldn't cone anywhere near. It LOVES you. Totally. It defies
description. Words are not even close. If you wrote a book describing this light it
would soon become a religion and then succumb to corruption by the "powers" of
this world. Religion is an image of the light and breaks the first commandment not
to make an image of God on earth. But this is what I am doing here. I hope to
describe him better than a genocidal maniac that caused a flood to get rid of
nearly everyone except the strongest and best specimens, (Eugenics?). When
you are in this light your whole soul sings, the light is like hearing strange beautiful
music you have never heard before, and in it is all knowledge to anything you
want to know, instantly. It communicates telepathically by a sort of thought
transfer rather than with actual words. It knows everything about you, and it
LOVES you!!! My first thought was that this was God and could St Augustine and
the Virgin Mary pray for me. Like in the Opera "Dream of Gerontius" By Edward
Elgar, The light just replied "I am not interested in Ave Marias, but how much love
was there in your heart?""
Approach this light and ask it to lead you and show you the way, that day your life
will change. If you are not religious that's fine, but imagine the light, a being at our
centre and the essence of all being, not god but light, I am sure that that day your
life will change completely!